Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.

Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see.
That you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me and all over.
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.

I'm tired.
I'm tired of feeling tired.. 

I have no mood for absolutely anything. I brought back my laptop from office thinking that I'd get some work done today, but that's so not happening. I only write 3 slides. WOW.

December come quick please. I need a breather. I need to get out. I feel so suffocated. I feel my heart breaking more and more each day and I'm beginning to think that it's going to harden till I can no longer feel.

What does it matter anymore.

 Well I wrote you a song, on a napkin today
It didn't take me that long already knew what to say.
But it would've clearly been wrong cause it begged you to stay.
So I threw it away, threw it away.
Because,

Even though I like to keep you mine,
My plan is not to change your mind
I lock the feelings deep inside,
For another time, For another time,
(Repeat x2)

Don't get me twisted
Cause I admire everything that you're doing
You have my best wishes
And, and I know that you're gonna get through it
So girl if this is something that you're needing,
To those feelings be true,
You can only love me, As much as you love you
But girl I know you know that it's the truth, yeah.

Even though I like to keep you mine,
My plan is not to change your mind
I lock the feelings deep inside,
For another time, For another time,
(Repeat x2)

I'm suppressing my fight
Cause I know that you're right
Girl you gotta do what you gotta do
So you could be a better you
I put my questions on hold
And even though I feel cold
I'll be bold for you
And trust that I know My Plan

Yeah, Don't you change your mind for me, Baby yeah
Even though I like to keep you mine,
My plan is not to change your mind
Don't Change your mind.

I went shopping and bought 4 pairs of shoes, 2 thanks to vouchers from colleagues. And the vest from bysi I've been wanting, also thanks to vouchers from colleagues for my birthday.

And once again I've proven my logic that when I'm not in a good mood, I shop. ALOT.

My cupboard is bursting and I have yet to get rid of my old clothes. I seriously need to sell them off.

Stress at work again, in a good way. I shall live and breathe the event the next wk and try not to let myself get distracted.. 

 Yesterday I went out and got me my first luxury item, an item that I've been eyeing for a few years already. And this year, I decided to pamper myself with a little blue box seeing all that's been going on, and with my birthday coming up. And so I got myself a Tiffany Somerset Ring aka The Classic Mesh Ring. It did burst a lot of bubbles in my pocket, but it was really worth it and a much needed (okay, maybe more like wanted) indulgence.


And so with this, it's the start of more little blue boxes. Terrible I know.